Post by Tesh on May 6, 2016 21:52:12 GMT
"There Is More Than One Way Forward"
Tesh Lv2 | Tesh was making a mess of himself while eating, which wasn’t exactly a new thing, but it was obviously worse this time, considering Rue went out of her way to give him a wet towel to clean off his face. It was difficult for him due to only having one arm functional, he tried to not make a fool of himself but nevertheless he was unable to do so. After giving her his apology for his words and actions from earlier, he hung his head slightly down ashamed of what he said, in addition, over the fact that he was looking rather gross from his poor eating habits. He brought his head back up quickly when Rue started talking to him about how she should’ve been the one to apologize, calling him the fool. He knew that she wasn’t going to take his apology well…she never did, but he didn’t expect this type of reaction all. Her voice becoming more and more annoyed, with her face, especially her eyes and how they began narrowing, doing the exactly same, she told him that he should be the one that is mad at her, it was almost like she wanted him to hate her, and of course he feared her, after all that he has experienced going up against her he knew how strong she was and what she could do, so it was natural to fear her when they were fighting, but that didn’t matter to Tesh. Tesh would never hate her. He continued to look at her, as she began to start sniffling, with tears pouring down her face and off onto the floor beneath her, without asking he placed his hand on her shoulder in a consoling manner and told her, “I couldn’t hate you…the person back there wasn’t you, even when you give me that cold and empty expression, just like when we first dueled, I could still feel the person that you were…what happened back there wasn’t you. I don’t blame you for that. I understand.” She raised her head back up at him with watery eyes from crying and confessed to him how sorry she was for what she did. Placing her hands on her legs, gripping them to so tightly that it was beginning to turn red and he was able to see the pain from her grip was slowly starting to raise, she told him something that he would never forget. She expressed to him that she didn’t want to train him or to fight for hate, but most importantly to him she called him her friend. This was the first time in his entire life that someone thought of him in this manner, he didn’t know what to do with it. He tried to think about what he would say to her, he had never been in this sort of situation before, and he never would have imagined that it would be with Rue…the strongest person that he knew, mentally, emotionally, and physically. Tesh removed his hand from her shoulder and looked straight into Rue’s eyes as she sat there in front of him with her hands grappled onto her legs. His left arm was still in a remarkable amount of pain from the fight but he pushed through it, slowly forcing it to move, and grabbing onto both of her hands with his own, the pain made him cringe for a moment but he shoved it down, opening his eyes fully. As the pain continued to worsen in his arm, he stared into Rue’s eyes and just spoke from his heart, he didn’t know what else to do. With his voice stuttering at times trying to continue embracing the pain from in his left arm, he said,“Rue, I never wanted to make you do anything you didn’t want to do, I never wanted you to hurt like this for me, but please believe me when I say this, the emotion behind what I want to do is not hate, the last thing I want to have to do is kill another person, I have just accepted that this is what might happen, and I’m not going to run away from anything anymore. You never hurt me, these cuts, are not ones that you made. If you wish to no longer train me than I’ll accept your wish, but I want to keep fighting with you, I wouldn’t be here if you hurt me…I need you.” He said to Rue, with his eyes filling up, starting to trickle down his cheeks. His hands started to tremble now from the pain in his arm that has exceeded his pain threshold. |
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